I don't care. Life is too short to be wondering what if. Sometimes you just got to live to see what happen even if you got hurt, sometimes you could only feel something if you take the risk.
I, Mei Lee Ling is taking that risk. :)
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
yes it is
Being strong isn't about hiding your weakness.
It's about knowing how you feel, being grounded,
and allowing the feelings to move through you and
expressing them.
It's about knowing how you feel, being grounded,
and allowing the feelings to move through you and
expressing them.
Friday, December 4, 2009
best quotes for me.
"It's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that is about to burst. And then I remember to relax and stop trying to hold on to it. And then it flows through me, like rain. And I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little live" American Beauty
"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, a nobody is gonna hit as hard as life, but it ain't about how hard you hit it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now if you know what you're worth than get what you're worth but you gotta be willing to take the hits" Rocky VI
"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, a nobody is gonna hit as hard as life, but it ain't about how hard you hit it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now if you know what you're worth than get what you're worth but you gotta be willing to take the hits" Rocky VI
Monday, November 30, 2009
thiery - the finding
you will know 'it' when you feel it. And when you do, i beg you. If it teach you anything, it is that the beginning is everything. Recognize it and take it.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
The Movie
To become a part of the society, pay tax for the US gov. Get benefits from the job. Woohoo~ yeah. I have a series of things to be done.
Coming out from the school is really facing the world. You are a part of it.
I don't know how to say it. Somehow, everything you watched on TV. The scandal, the drama, the relationship, the affairs... every things just happened in front of you. And you are like an actor inside this movie.
to be continued....
Coming out from the school is really facing the world. You are a part of it.
I don't know how to say it. Somehow, everything you watched on TV. The scandal, the drama, the relationship, the affairs... every things just happened in front of you. And you are like an actor inside this movie.
to be continued....
Monday, November 9, 2009
What I'm doing here?
Well. I'm working in DC now for vaccine development. Basically we are working on research that cooperate with a NGO that looking for a cheaper vaccine that can help the tropical diseases in poor or developing countries. Vaccine for disease in Asia, Africa, Latin America.
I'm focusing on a disease called Onchocerciasis. Okay. I studied it before in the university but I never thought of i will be working to this disease. Because its use to makes me felt disgust when I see the picture. Maybe most of you dont know about it. It's a disease that cause blindness and mostly happened in Africa and transmit by flies. the worms will actually lived inside your eyes. Search on wiki. :)
Show you interesting picture here. :)
When people heard about what I work. They said WOW. It's an impressive job. But for me, I'm proud for what I'm doing. And yet it's stressful most of the time. You have to actually develop a real vaccine for human use within a certain period because people sponsor you for that. And you have to go through government approve for those medical use things.:/ yeah. big responsibility.
How did I get the job?? hmmm.By luck I think. And yeah. Thank you for give me the chance.
What's next then?? I don't know. I'm planning on new dream. Updating soon.:)
I'm focusing on a disease called Onchocerciasis. Okay. I studied it before in the university but I never thought of i will be working to this disease. Because its use to makes me felt disgust when I see the picture. Maybe most of you dont know about it. It's a disease that cause blindness and mostly happened in Africa and transmit by flies. the worms will actually lived inside your eyes. Search on wiki. :)
Show you interesting picture here. :)
When people heard about what I work. They said WOW. It's an impressive job. But for me, I'm proud for what I'm doing. And yet it's stressful most of the time. You have to actually develop a real vaccine for human use within a certain period because people sponsor you for that. And you have to go through government approve for those medical use things.:/ yeah. big responsibility.
How did I get the job?? hmmm.By luck I think. And yeah. Thank you for give me the chance.
What's next then?? I don't know. I'm planning on new dream. Updating soon.:)
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
It's always true
That's all I need.
Sometimes it's hard to see the lines we've drawn until we cross them. That's when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back and gives us something to hold on to.
<3
Sometimes it's hard to see the lines we've drawn until we cross them. That's when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back and gives us something to hold on to.
<3
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Me in new city
Flashed back...
5 years ago, when I was still a high school kid in the small town Segamat.
I remember how I used to watch Sex and the City, and all kinds of US movie, drama.
We used to have a girl talk about how we will live in the upscale city in US like the girls. High heels, cute dress, modern city, fancy bags, pretty building. I remember how we always made jokes about how we will look like having teatime in one of the coffee shop. How we actually walking on the street with our dresses.
Our little dream in a small town.
Well. Now every time I'm walking on the street. I feel like I'm in the dream. Looking at those pretty little things.
I never thought I will get a job here and actually live here now.
Yes I did it. I'm working here. :) Nothing is impossible.
5 years ago, when I was still a high school kid in the small town Segamat.
I remember how I used to watch Sex and the City, and all kinds of US movie, drama.
We used to have a girl talk about how we will live in the upscale city in US like the girls. High heels, cute dress, modern city, fancy bags, pretty building. I remember how we always made jokes about how we will look like having teatime in one of the coffee shop. How we actually walking on the street with our dresses.
Our little dream in a small town.
Well. Now every time I'm walking on the street. I feel like I'm in the dream. Looking at those pretty little things.
I never thought I will get a job here and actually live here now.
Yes I did it. I'm working here. :) Nothing is impossible.
Monday, October 26, 2009
The super words and sentences. :)
Follow your heart, because if you always trust your mind, you'll always act on logic, and logic doesn't always lead to happiness.
There are two things which prevent us from achieving our dreams. The first is the belief that they are impossible and the second is seeing them made possible by the twist of the wheel of fortune when we least expect it. For at that moment, all our fears rise to the surface: the fear of suddenly setting off along a road heading god knows where, the fear of a life full of new challenges, the fear of losing forever all that is familiar.
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past - stop planning the future - stop figuring out precisely how we feel - stop deciding with our mind exactly what we want our heart
to feel - sometimes we just have to go with the flow.
There are two things which prevent us from achieving our dreams. The first is the belief that they are impossible and the second is seeing them made possible by the twist of the wheel of fortune when we least expect it. For at that moment, all our fears rise to the surface: the fear of suddenly setting off along a road heading god knows where, the fear of a life full of new challenges, the fear of losing forever all that is familiar.
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past - stop planning the future - stop figuring out precisely how we feel - stop deciding with our mind exactly what we want our heart
to feel - sometimes we just have to go with the flow.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
DC DC DC
It's been a week more in DC. And I haven't settle my life yet.Well.. I have to admit it makes my life not in organize which is not good. It was a good place to meet people in hostel but still after staying one week I'm feeling more tired each day by day. I need to have a good room to rest and get my energy for work. Gosh.. Luckily I haven't start to work.
Like always it was hard to restart a new life in a new place knowing nothing about the place and knowing no ones here but Obama. :/ Finding new things and new culture each day is fun but having a long term without stable life. You will know you will physically and mentally broken. At least I am.
And yes. Meilee is good to have those that always around for support. Have to thankssssssssssssssssssssssss so much for the sweet and encouraging words with love plus care from all around the world.
I'm so grateful to have you all. It's enough for me.
One more thing which makes me happy is I finally can get hugssss and kisses almost everyday from people and friends. It's the things I miss so much when I was in M'sia.
It has become a part of my life.
I feed by love, care, hugs and kisses.
HUGS AND KISSES
Love,
Meilee :)
Like always it was hard to restart a new life in a new place knowing nothing about the place and knowing no ones here but Obama. :/ Finding new things and new culture each day is fun but having a long term without stable life. You will know you will physically and mentally broken. At least I am.
And yes. Meilee is good to have those that always around for support. Have to thankssssssssssssssssssssssss so much for the sweet and encouraging words with love plus care from all around the world.
I'm so grateful to have you all. It's enough for me.
One more thing which makes me happy is I finally can get hugssss and kisses almost everyday from people and friends. It's the things I miss so much when I was in M'sia.
It has become a part of my life.
I feed by love, care, hugs and kisses.
HUGS AND KISSES
Love,
Meilee :)
Friday, October 16, 2009
Sayonara Msia
:)
tata. After stayed in my comfort zone for a while, I'm ready to take the challenge again. Fully recharged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!And ready to go.
I have to say these almost three years away from Msia, there's a lots of things has changed. For the good and for the bad. I lost certain feeling towards something and I have to admit it. I was expecting a different scenario when I'm back. Well, I have to take it. People has changed, feeling has changed, relationship has changed. Somehow some of the bonds you have changed as well, that's the sad part. Anyhow, the true feeling and bonds are still there.
I was in KLIA just now flying again. it was exactly the same thing I was doing 3 years ago but I wasn't crying or feeling scare this time. I still feel reluctant to leave my parents but the will I wanna go out for my dream even stronger. Maybe I have changed as well.
Going to a place that I know no one and restart everything like always. I have doing this every year. 2007- Iowa. 2008- Oregon. 2009- DC. :)
I will never get used to it. But I know I will find the place that I like.
Before that, I should just go with courage and explore!!!!!!~~
Gambateh Meilee. The one beside you will always there. :)
Hugs and kisses
Love,
Mei Lee
Beijing Oct 16 2009
tata. After stayed in my comfort zone for a while, I'm ready to take the challenge again. Fully recharged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!And ready to go.
I have to say these almost three years away from Msia, there's a lots of things has changed. For the good and for the bad. I lost certain feeling towards something and I have to admit it. I was expecting a different scenario when I'm back. Well, I have to take it. People has changed, feeling has changed, relationship has changed. Somehow some of the bonds you have changed as well, that's the sad part. Anyhow, the true feeling and bonds are still there.
I was in KLIA just now flying again. it was exactly the same thing I was doing 3 years ago but I wasn't crying or feeling scare this time. I still feel reluctant to leave my parents but the will I wanna go out for my dream even stronger. Maybe I have changed as well.
Going to a place that I know no one and restart everything like always. I have doing this every year. 2007- Iowa. 2008- Oregon. 2009- DC. :)
I will never get used to it. But I know I will find the place that I like.
Before that, I should just go with courage and explore!!!!!!~~
Gambateh Meilee. The one beside you will always there. :)
Hugs and kisses
Love,
Mei Lee
Beijing Oct 16 2009
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
The Love you speak
Somehow the article reminds me what the lecturer told us when I so young -->>18. While we were still in Nilai. Speak to me of love.
The conversation
The young guy sat with his father and said: "I want to have a close relationship with you." His father said: "I tried to do that your whole life, but I do not know how."
It reminds me someone told me the same thing. The conversation made a deep impression on me. Sometimes I don't know how as well even I want to.
If you really need to know your loved one with you, and speak his love language, get in touch. A love language is the way we express our devotion, can be learned or changed to touch the hearts of our loved one.
The 5 Love Languages
Acceptance of gifts - gifts and physical. Signs of affection move you.
Quality Time - This may be expressed either through those intimate tête-à-tête talks or about the things together.
Acts of service - you prefer your love through favors and housework and things to show for other people.
Physical Touch - You want to give and / or receive physical affection.
Words of Affirmation - You need to listen to praise, you know, to be loved, and you can also choose to express your affection verbally.
Every person has your preferred love language. Most of us expect that to have such love for us in a way that the other person wants to have expressed to him expressing that they are in the same way.
Now that I think about it, my father was a guy that has acceptance of gifts (I think) but I preferred walked out with him and spend quality time. Plus I am a hugger. It is no wonder that we are fighting! It's hard to tell which love language a person is till you connect and notice their daily life well.
hmmm.. love is always full of hope. <3
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The conversation
The young guy sat with his father and said: "I want to have a close relationship with you." His father said: "I tried to do that your whole life, but I do not know how."
It reminds me someone told me the same thing. The conversation made a deep impression on me. Sometimes I don't know how as well even I want to.
If you really need to know your loved one with you, and speak his love language, get in touch. A love language is the way we express our devotion, can be learned or changed to touch the hearts of our loved one.
The 5 Love Languages
Acceptance of gifts - gifts and physical. Signs of affection move you.
Quality Time - This may be expressed either through those intimate tête-à-tête talks or about the things together.
Acts of service - you prefer your love through favors and housework and things to show for other people.
Physical Touch - You want to give and / or receive physical affection.
Words of Affirmation - You need to listen to praise, you know, to be loved, and you can also choose to express your affection verbally.
Every person has your preferred love language. Most of us expect that to have such love for us in a way that the other person wants to have expressed to him expressing that they are in the same way.
Now that I think about it, my father was a guy that has acceptance of gifts (I think) but I preferred walked out with him and spend quality time. Plus I am a hugger. It is no wonder that we are fighting! It's hard to tell which love language a person is till you connect and notice their daily life well.
hmmm.. love is always full of hope. <3
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Sunday, September 27, 2009
the most valuable thing in your heart
Cherish people that love you
and people that you love
Sometimes you just look up and forget to look into your heart
and people that you love
Sometimes you just look up and forget to look into your heart
Friday, September 4, 2009
Romance
Chris Craymer- Romance Book
I loves the photos he took. :) He can simply captures the moments which means romance and love.
It is so heartwarming and each picture telling you the lovely and touching story for each of them.
It is so joyful. Love shines through in each beautiful photo.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
my girls :)
I went to KL last week.
To meet my girls. :)
Dress up, shopping, sing K, eat eat eat, and talk talk talk.
yon yon have acc me lots lots. I love you so muchhhhhhhhhhh and thank you always been there. hehe. specially thanks to martin too. fetching us all around. :)
ss, quek and lier. :) A nice KL trip. :)
changes
Before I was being far away
Before I left
I was told never stop believing
I was told never change what inside
I was told so
So i still believe in it after went through everything
So i don't want to change
And the end
it turns out everyone has changed
there's no one believe in it
And my stubbornness want me to keep it
I guess i should know how to choose what to keep
Believing in everything blindly makes me such a fool.
Before I left
I was told never stop believing
I was told never change what inside
I was told so
So i still believe in it after went through everything
So i don't want to change
And the end
it turns out everyone has changed
there's no one believe in it
And my stubbornness want me to keep it
I guess i should know how to choose what to keep
Believing in everything blindly makes me such a fool.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Sunday, August 9, 2009
finally
Finally I have booked the ticket.
Finally I'm going back.
Finally I will go back to the place that i have been left for a long time.
Finally
I feel excited, happy, and proud of myself too.
Finally i made it.
When I first decide to leave my home, Malaysia, it was when I was 14. That's why I worked so hard and I went to Nilai for college. And I decide to come here by myself without being with all the Nilai fellows in Des Moines. The reason that make me wanna to leave my home at that time was still actually what I'm having now. It's still always in my head. And I haven't get the answer yet. Even though, I'm happy with myself and I never thought the experience i got would be like this.
The time when I stepped out of Malaysia, I always thinking when I will come back to here again. I'm not sure and I know i never know when. It was a tough experience for me but it makes me what I am now. And I'm glad I decide to come all alone.
It's a feeling I cannot describe with words. But when I flashed back, everything, everywhere, everyone. I know I'm not the one same as before, but i never change whatever I appreciate and whatever that still me.
And now finally I will back to the land again after so long..so long..
And finally I guess i can get a complete rest.
A feel that have been lost for so long.
I'm excited. And nervous as well.
I'm taking my flight tomorrow. :)
I'm sharing the joy and sad.
the depressing moment, the frustrating moment, the wonderful moment, the exciting moment.
these almost three years time without Malaysia and Malaysian. :)
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
i breath,
she needs sudden surprise
lung free breath
see clearly herself in the night
She thanked the places make what she is today
treasure those
how little possibility two person in a world meet each other in a trillion trillion population
and know each other
get into each person life
influence the person life
become close
and in love
She did not want to forget
she did not want to lost the courage of love
words and expressions
facing herself honestly
dancing the feeling
singing the sincerity
finding herself
lung free breath
see clearly herself in the night
She thanked the places make what she is today
treasure those
how little possibility two person in a world meet each other in a trillion trillion population
and know each other
get into each person life
influence the person life
become close
and in love
She did not want to forget
she did not want to lost the courage of love
words and expressions
facing herself honestly
dancing the feeling
singing the sincerity
finding herself
Monday, August 3, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
continuing bagpacking
ok. I'm just came back to civilization on Saturday.
but I'm back to hiking again. I went for a road trip with two Germans i met on the trip. ya, they pick me up for their trip. so i will be gone for a while agaaaaaaaaaaaain. :)
that's so much experience i have . and going to update soon. it's really once in a lifetime.
i miss you guys too.
Tono: get back to you soon. thank you for the concern. i misssssssssssss you so much too. will talk to you face to face soon. love. :) too much stuff.
Yon: i know you always there for me. :) love.
WH: no worryyyyyyyyyy. im good good still.:)love.
everyone: meilee still on the trip and the concern you gave makes me feeeeeeeel so goooooood. :) loveeeeeeee you all. hugsssssssss and kisssssssss.
but I'm back to hiking again. I went for a road trip with two Germans i met on the trip. ya, they pick me up for their trip. so i will be gone for a while agaaaaaaaaaaaain. :)
that's so much experience i have . and going to update soon. it's really once in a lifetime.
i miss you guys too.
Tono: get back to you soon. thank you for the concern. i misssssssssssss you so much too. will talk to you face to face soon. love. :) too much stuff.
Yon: i know you always there for me. :) love.
WH: no worryyyyyyyyyy. im good good still.:)love.
everyone: meilee still on the trip and the concern you gave makes me feeeeeeeel so goooooood. :) loveeeeeeee you all. hugsssssssss and kisssssssss.
Friday, July 17, 2009
reveal
aherm.
I have to admit that i haven't reach the peace of mind yet.
I thought i have and I convince myself i am.
Turn out I'm getting worse when i try to avoid the thingy inside me.
I'm smiling. I'm laughing. I'm joking.
But i got insomnia. I lost my appetite. I'm exhausted everyday.
Now my eye infection come again. Doctor asked me to get daily vitamin to boost up my immune before. But i stop for a while. fuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~
Your boss get mental breakdown. I think I am as well.
Finally, i get out of the town to find the lost piece of mine.
I still feel the insecurity and anxiety.
I have to figure out a way.
Calm, quiet, comfort of mind.
well, It's not good to have infection this time. I have to challenge my physical part these 10 days.
I will camping and hiking and climbing all around the national park with a bunch of unknown bagpackers. I will be in place that there is no one. wooohooo~~!!
And I'm having my 15KGGGGGGGGGGGGGG bagpack to carry around.
I haven't workout for a while. I haven't get enough sleep. My body are fighting with the bacteria. And my body hates me right now.aghhhhhh~~ihope i won't die during the bagpacking trip. :P
Bless me, my friend.
p.s: thank you for the encouragement and care again. without those, i might become even worse. I will gambateh gambateh.
If i don't update my news often or in 10days. do contact 911. :)
Love you guys and love myself.
Mei lee
I have to admit that i haven't reach the peace of mind yet.
I thought i have and I convince myself i am.
Turn out I'm getting worse when i try to avoid the thingy inside me.
I'm smiling. I'm laughing. I'm joking.
But i got insomnia. I lost my appetite. I'm exhausted everyday.
Now my eye infection come again. Doctor asked me to get daily vitamin to boost up my immune before. But i stop for a while. fuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~
Your boss get mental breakdown. I think I am as well.
Finally, i get out of the town to find the lost piece of mine.
I still feel the insecurity and anxiety.
I have to figure out a way.
Calm, quiet, comfort of mind.
well, It's not good to have infection this time. I have to challenge my physical part these 10 days.
I will camping and hiking and climbing all around the national park with a bunch of unknown bagpackers. I will be in place that there is no one. wooohooo~~!!
And I'm having my 15KGGGGGGGGGGGGGG bagpack to carry around.
I haven't workout for a while. I haven't get enough sleep. My body are fighting with the bacteria. And my body hates me right now.aghhhhhh~~ihope i won't die during the bagpacking trip. :P
Bless me, my friend.
p.s: thank you for the encouragement and care again. without those, i might become even worse. I will gambateh gambateh.
If i don't update my news often or in 10days. do contact 911. :)
Love you guys and love myself.
Mei lee
Thursday, July 16, 2009
dissapear
the insecure feeling is growing
even i say nothing
:)
i'm smiling
even i don't feel good still
i'm saying i'm ok
but i'm not even sure
even i say nothing
:)
i'm smiling
even i don't feel good still
i'm saying i'm ok
but i'm not even sure
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
go go go go go
I have to be super super super brave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~
GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO!!!~~~~
Remember you are super super meileeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~
:0
Gambateh~~~~
Remember : don't lose the wonder of child in yourself.
Remember : for every smile you've help create
Remember : every soul within you
Remember : never lose to the reality
Remember : your pretty dream :)
It's hard to make it.
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time.
You will get through it all.
Maybe sometimes i really feel like I'm two steps behind
There are a many reasons why i should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things i believe
Should never stop believe.
" When something's suffered damage and has a history, it becomes more beautiful."
" The person that know you will see your beauty, damage and all. "
GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO!!!~~~~
Remember you are super super meileeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~
:0
Gambateh~~~~
Remember : don't lose the wonder of child in yourself.
Remember : for every smile you've help create
Remember : every soul within you
Remember : never lose to the reality
Remember : your pretty dream :)
It's hard to make it.
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time.
You will get through it all.
Maybe sometimes i really feel like I'm two steps behind
There are a many reasons why i should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things i believe
Should never stop believe.
" When something's suffered damage and has a history, it becomes more beautiful."
" The person that know you will see your beauty, damage and all. "
Monday, July 13, 2009
Mei Leeeeeeeeeeeee is coming back !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah yeah~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mei Lee is coming back in Aug. :)
Segamat gang and Nilai gang. :)
I wanna eat lots lots of foods.
I wanna play lots of stupid stuff.
I wanna laugh out loud.
I wanna play crazy thing with my lil toys.
I wanna dress up like always.
I wanna eat bah kuh teh.
I wanna hang out in mamak stall till 3am.
I wanna karaokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
I wanna meet my girlssssssssssssss.
I wanna go to beach and live in the islandddddddd..
I wanna shopping~~~
I wanna meet pappyyyyyyy, mummmmmmmmmmyy, feiiiifeiiiii, and bebeeeeeee.:)
I wanna drive super super fast like always and wont get fine.:)
I wanna pasar malam.
I wanna pillow talkkkkkkkkkkkkk and stay overnight in a small room with friends.
I wanna danceeeeeeeee with youuuuuuuu all.
I wanna sleep and stay close to you allllll.
I wanna hugssssss and kissssssssss you allllllllll.:)
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~Too much stuff i wanna doooooo~~~~~~~~
Princess, ghost, octopus, lil meilee, a.meiiiiiiiii, 美莉 is cominggggggggg backkkkkk
to Malaysiaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~
love always. <3
Mei Lee is coming back in Aug. :)
Segamat gang and Nilai gang. :)
I wanna eat lots lots of foods.
I wanna play lots of stupid stuff.
I wanna laugh out loud.
I wanna play crazy thing with my lil toys.
I wanna dress up like always.
I wanna eat bah kuh teh.
I wanna hang out in mamak stall till 3am.
I wanna karaokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
I wanna meet my girlssssssssssssss.
I wanna go to beach and live in the islandddddddd..
I wanna shopping~~~
I wanna meet pappyyyyyyy, mummmmmmmmmmyy, feiiiifeiiiii, and bebeeeeeee.:)
I wanna drive super super fast like always and wont get fine.:)
I wanna pasar malam.
I wanna pillow talkkkkkkkkkkkkk and stay overnight in a small room with friends.
I wanna danceeeeeeeee with youuuuuuuu all.
I wanna sleep and stay close to you allllll.
I wanna hugssssss and kissssssssss you allllllllll.:)
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~~Too much stuff i wanna doooooo~~~~~~~~
Princess, ghost, octopus, lil meilee, a.meiiiiiiiii, 美莉 is cominggggggggg backkkkkk
to Malaysiaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~
love always. <3
Sunday, July 12, 2009
You
I have seen you being stupid
I have seen you being so sarcastic
I have seen you being so sweet
I have seen you being so scary
I have seen you being so cute
I have seen you being so confuse
I have seen you being worry
I have seen you laugh out loud
I have seen you being so mad
I have seen you being so nice
I have seen you being so mean
I have seen you being so Asian
I have seen you being so ding ding
I have seen you being so pinky piggy
I have seen you being so baby
I have seen you being bossy
I have sen you being satisfied with cookies.
I have seen you singing
I have seen you playing
I have seen you cooking
I have seen you playing
I have seen you dancing
I have seen you walking
I have seen your love
I have seen your caring
I have seen your ignorance
I have seen your stubbornness
I listened to your songs.
I listened to your stories.
I listened to your jokes.
The gift I treasure.
p.s: I never see you cry. :P
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You taught me life
You taught me peace
You brought me down with no disgrace
You showed me love
Was what I need
Now in a different place
On a different speed
I miss our time
I miss your way
I miss everything we say
And now I keep it here <3
Saturday, July 11, 2009
new beginning
well. Everything came to the end.
All I wanna to say is appreciate everything that i had.
Thank you.
I'm having a good memories and experience.
Crave the love, good memories in my heart and let it remains. The heartprint.
Life is a continuing series of beginning and endings,
losses and gaining,
all folding in one long stretch, one lifetime and one forever.
Wish the best for everything.
Je suis chanceux et reconnaissant pour vous avoir. Vous met un sourire sur mon visage. Dans cette brève durée que nous avons été ensemble, j'ai pour apprendre des sorts. Vous me donnez les sentiments les plus étonnants à l'intérieur. Il est des mémoires merveilleuses. Merci de l'amour.
Nous nous réunirons encore. C'est une promesse.
Amour toujours
Love always,
Mei Lee
Bisous
étreintes
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Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
Tomorrow I'll miss you;
Remember I'll always be true.
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home ev'ry day,
And I'll send all my loving to you.
I'll pretend That I'm kissing
the lips I am missing
And hope that my dreams will come true.
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home ev'ry day,
And I'll send all my loving to you.
All my loving I will send to you.
All my loving, darling I'll be true.
Close your eyes and I'll kiss you,
Tomorrow I'll miss you:
Remember I'll always be true.
And then while I'm away,
I'll write home ev'ry day,
And I'll send all my loving to you
All my loving I will send to you.
All my loving darling I'll be True.
All my loving All my loving ooh
All my loving I will send to you
Friday, July 10, 2009
you you you
i know you always said everyone always there support me even they are not beside me.. but i need people right by side now. bang Tonioooooo..yon..
让我走。。。
让我走。。。
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
SF trip july 24th III and when I'm back from trip. :)
IN CONCLUSION
Ok. i end the trip last Thursday. So pretty much the last day i was there i spent most of my time walking here and there by myself. I went to Chinatown --->>>A must. And i met an very nice old couple. I talked with them and yumcha with them . It's really remind me when i eat dimsum with my parents in the morning. We wen to eat dimsum and i told them why i'm here and everything. Both of them are origin from Hongkong. And they keep on praising me.
:)
Later they like me so much and introduced me to all the people in the chinatown and bring me around chinatown to eat tong shui..aghhhhhh~~~i havent have this since i got to US. and i missed it super super much. :)
Ok. then i left the night by starlight coast to Corvallis. Home sweet home. It's weird when i'm back. Siavash came and picked me up in Albany. And then i felt relaing when i'm home. Sleeping for whole afternoon since it's been a while i have goodnight sleep. The next day i was waiting for them to coming back. :)
I went for a brunch with him. It's might be the very last time in Corvallis. We talked a lots . And it's been a while we can talked so relaxing. And we went for a walk to his house and view all the roadtrip pics. It was a nice day. Even i was feeling so weird inside me because the time is so limited. But yeah everything has the end.
On sunday we went to Florence sand dune. It's not a nice trip for me. :( So i dont wanna talked about it.
When i was back to corvallis , i directly went to find Stephane and Djamel who always makes me more comfortable. And yeah we discussed our trip to Seattle. and :)yeah.
Ok. i end the trip last Thursday. So pretty much the last day i was there i spent most of my time walking here and there by myself. I went to Chinatown --->>>A must. And i met an very nice old couple. I talked with them and yumcha with them . It's really remind me when i eat dimsum with my parents in the morning. We wen to eat dimsum and i told them why i'm here and everything. Both of them are origin from Hongkong. And they keep on praising me.
:)
Later they like me so much and introduced me to all the people in the chinatown and bring me around chinatown to eat tong shui..aghhhhhh~~~i havent have this since i got to US. and i missed it super super much. :)
Ok. then i left the night by starlight coast to Corvallis. Home sweet home. It's weird when i'm back. Siavash came and picked me up in Albany. And then i felt relaing when i'm home. Sleeping for whole afternoon since it's been a while i have goodnight sleep. The next day i was waiting for them to coming back. :)
I went for a brunch with him. It's might be the very last time in Corvallis. We talked a lots . And it's been a while we can talked so relaxing. And we went for a walk to his house and view all the roadtrip pics. It was a nice day. Even i was feeling so weird inside me because the time is so limited. But yeah everything has the end.
On sunday we went to Florence sand dune. It's not a nice trip for me. :( So i dont wanna talked about it.
When i was back to corvallis , i directly went to find Stephane and Djamel who always makes me more comfortable. And yeah we discussed our trip to Seattle. and :)yeah.
WE
In 2008 our first dinner. :)
In 2009 our last dinner. :(
Sunday is the last night we four together to eat and walk. It was so sad but yet we are making joke all the way and it was always nice when we four gather and eat together like the very first time. I don't like the feeling. I love you all.
In 2009 our last dinner. :(
Sunday is the last night we four together to eat and walk. It was so sad but yet we are making joke all the way and it was always nice when we four gather and eat together like the very first time. I don't like the feeling. I love you all.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
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